Can You Be My Candle??

13 years of love just flew by

I remember the day, the day that i had no choice but to accept you in my life.

It was 13 years ago, i didnt know to be happy or sad at that time. All i remembered was that it was a matter of time before we meet and through that, we lived beside each other, morning and night for the next 13 years.

Never really crossed my mind throughout that 13 years until recently that we would go our separate ways. 

Those memories that I had with you, I will cherish forever. The countless times i wake up in the morning, looking for you. Having to hold and wipe you whenever we get down from a car. Being lost, practically blind when I am not with you. </3

Tomorrow will be the last time i will be seeing you, using you, cleaning you.

Thank you for all the good memories. 

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counter strike

as per what the blog title says. this post is gonna be about counter strike and some little updates here and there.

——————-Counter Strike————————

this game is awesomely fun. have been playing it since. hmmm. 2006. but with a year break in between from 2008 to 2009 to move to Call Of Duty 4 Modern Warfare. i was in a clan called H20 and was the sniper guy for the team.

so i went to training for like two days a week at night and stuff to train and went to my first competition and kinda like lost to the big guns of the competition. =( and i was too nervous as it was my first competitive gaming experience. but ultimately i had to quit the team because i had to go to some other part of Malaysia to study. =(.

*wonders how far will i be if i continued playing*

*wait i should be talking about counter-strike*

ok so since i came to uk, ive been playing counter-strike again. so i found this very cool local server with lotsa friendly people inside except one. ANDY. one sentence describes him. Paranoid Mother Fucking Son Of A Bitch. why will i say that, well, not to be arrogant or sumting. but in that server i was kinda good and other servers where they are admin as well where i got the rank number 1 in every server. so before i came this ANDY guy was always number 1 so i think he kinda got pissed and jealous at me. so he started saying shit about me and then he banned me form the server saying i *wallhack*.

wallhack means using a special script to cheat in the game where i can look through walls therefore making me able to see where my enemies are headed, where they are hiding and stuff. no matter what i said to ANDY he wouldn’t believe me. well luckily i had lotsa friends in there and they backed me up and unban me. now recently, i got banned again and tbh. i dun really give a damn about that server anymore. pisses me off whatever he says.

——————-Updates———————-

i aint going to football training anymore but ill be playing football against some british people every sunday. hopefully that will make me better. but the sad thing is i have to buy a pair of football boots as the shoes im having now are astroturf shoes and well, its really slippy when i wear them to play in the field. got hurt last week. =(( hmm, what else to update. im stuck with lotsa assignments and i dun really give a damn about completing em. =D (thats me!) and ive bought the tshirt to BOOM12. my next bar crawl which will be held on 4th May. hopefully it will be as good as the first. =)

i dont really know what else to blog about so yeah.

gotta get ready for classes.

buh bye

LOLL

fmylife:

Today, I was making out with my boyfriend when he accidentally unhooked my bra. I went to the washroom in a hurry to fix it. While rushing, I hit my nose with the door, causing it to bleed everywhere. FML

updates here and there

since the last time i blogged, many things happened. hmm. first thing first i aint going to the football thingy at walsall anymore. their level is just too pro for a commoner like me. =((. 

for now ill just stick to going to the gym and to just practice with the set of dumbbells i bought for myself. gonna be buffing myself up! =D 

hmm, i actually dont know what to blog about now but i can only think of one thing. i booked my flight back to malaysia on the 29th of may and subsequently a flight to australia on 29th of june. which is awesome because i can get to visit other countries and to see her!!!! ecstatic is the only word to put here. 

oh, another thing. my damn internet connection has been barred for a full fucking month. all because of torrenting. the weird thing is, i torrented hundreds of movies, even more songs but yet they only caught me for one dumb movie and coincidentally that movie is british. so i was like hmmmmm. but nvm, i got to as my fren to borrow me her account to sue the internet but for now im afraid to torrent. not till 29 of this month where i get my account back and back to torrenting it is!! 

its weird how everything falls on the 29th. guess it should be my lucky date for this year huh. =P

food wise has been awesome with my culinary skills being more awesome with every passing days. will cook some cool food called pork faggots soon. i know right. wth kind of name is pork FAGGOTS. thats like when i saw that package, this was running thru my head.

mind : *dude, you so gotta have that man*

me : you serious?

mind : *dude, dontcha wanna taste how faggots are like?*

me : uhh, not really.

mind : *come on, grow some balls and get that fucking package and eat those faggots!!

me : ahhh, fuck it.

*hand reaches for package*

and voila, here i am going to be eating 

MR BRAIN’S CHIP SHOP CURRY SAUCE with 4 PORK FAGGOTS.

roflmao ftw.

see ya

Jibber Jabber All Night Long

well, let’s see what happen since i got the astroturf’s shoes.

I went to walsall campus which was almost 30 minutes from Wolverhampton. Took the free bus for students and all. The latest bus for me to reach Walsall campus so that i will still make it in time is at 6.30 so there i was waiting and when i finally reach Walsall at 7. i then have to wait for another hour cause football training actually starts at 8.

Boohoo

So i spent my time walking around the fitness centre and also seeing some guy’s playing futsal, girl’s playing basketball and guys and girls doing some karate shit. From that, 1 hour just flew by. (as if) * fucking had the most boring time of my life.

So i look at the time, whoops, 8 o clock. so from there i rush out to the field to do football training. said hi to the coach, to the team and tell them i ain’t that good, so cut me some slack. =P so first we had to like run a few rounds around the field, that was alright, next we have to do some passing where one guy will throw the ball towards us and just to give it back to him (using foot). and next had to do headers and after that some tactical shit.

It was a totally different experience form what i had in Malaysia where in we go to the field/court. *ball thrown* *legs flying and kicking*. Here is liek, if i do something wrong, i ahve to either pump 20 times or run the whole field once. wtfsss. And worst, when we had to do pumps, suddenly got like blizzard. i was liek fuck… hand mmg cold d stand outside in the cold now snowing pulak.

Alright, so after those tactical practice and all, i felt like fainting already. the air dam thin, it was like the ultimate shisha. HAHAHA. so, they started to play a match, i told the coach i have to go and get a drink, cannot play already. So, that ends it for football.

*time for a drink.. fuck, it taste like milk..*

So, i took the bus back from Walsall to City and i was like flabbergast, wtf. only another guy from the football training is from city. so i went,

Me: Hey, are you the only guy from City?

Him: Yeah, had been like that for ages.

*some random shit about hsi name, my name, where he is from and where i am from”

Me: So what team do you supoort?

Him: *points at his shinguard*

Me: Fuck yeah! arsenal supporter!

*bla bla bla* forget

Guess i am going to go there next monday for some more tiring practice.

So thats all for football

Next is February 9 Boom 11 Wolverhampton Student Bar Crawl. so its like, there are many different pods and i am in Pod1 with some other couple of taiwan girls and malaysian girls. So, the theme was Beauty & the geek, I don’t know what to put on so all i did was wear a collar shirt inside with the orange coloured shirt to indicate i was in pod1 over it and to tuck it all in. *guesses on what i was? Beauty? Geek?*

So bar crawl means, We are Bar jumping through 10 bars and clubs in town. and each bar we will only have about 30 minutes inside till the last one which was a club which will last 3 and a half hour. This is where all the pods join. so it was like 200++ student in the last venue.

In the other 9 bars, it was fun to tell you honestly, it was kinda awkward at the beginning, but after a few drinks to loosen up, voila. started to jump and stuff. met a couple of great guys and girls. and randomly this two ang moh girls pulled me aside and then took picture. suddenly one of the girl just pushes my face to her boobs. i dunno wtf i was suppose to do. lol. so pic came out expressionless. LOL.

So got kinda tipsy that night and the other girls wanted to be back early so boooo, had to leave at 12 plus. boohoo. well, don’t worry, that was only part 1.

Part 2 -Massive Student Foam Party and that is on Monday. So great night ahead me on monday! =D

Today - went to get my induction to the gym and when i was suppose to pay to get my gym card ready. 28.50 pounds. i look in my wallet, WTF! 10 pound left. Semalam use to much. ish. fuck. Look at cashier, look at wallet, can’t use my debit card.. damn llyods taking so long to send me my pin number. took out my malaysian credit card,

Me: is this use-able?

Cashier : Yeap

Me: Awesome

Cashier: hmmm, *looks back**calls black dude*

Me: *wtf??*

Cashier: We can’t approve it..

*so have to go back few days time till llyods give me my pin number. diuu.*

Well, thats all for this post. freaking long one if I may say.

gonna sleep soon i guess.

Asked my ♥ to wake up later than 8 so i guess can’t wait for her to wake up. LOL.

Till next time,

Fuck You

its time to start running and kicking

well, i have just asked around and am going to be palying some football next week. =)

good training and all and besides that, because i did not bring any of ym futsal shoes here, i have to go and buy one!!

so heres a few pics of it. =)

i swear to god, i was like a small kid man. after bought it, i was practically jumping. HAHA! although the shop only has like 3 designs but hu cares. and the price was ok la. its like 34.99 pounds. so i can still make it la. =)

take care